Whether in pretense or in truth, Christ is preached; and in this I rejoice. - Philippians 1:18
An elderly
preacher whose ministry had reached thousands for Christ confessed that selfishness was
too often mingled with his genuine love for the Lord. This same concern was expressed by
another effective minister who asked others to pray that he might overcome a desire to be
"number one" when speaking at Bible conferences. I too see elements of pride and
self-centeredness in myself.
Because we remain in what Paul called "this body of death" (Romans 7:24), in
which sin still dwells, all of our worship and service to the Lord is tainted by
imperfection. Perhaps that's why I am inclined to be understanding toward the preachers
the apostle described in Philippians 1:15-17. Even though elements of envy, greed, and
pride marred their ministry, Paul expressed gratitude that Christ was being proclaimed. He
would not have done this if they were hypocrites or false teachers.
All our service for Christ is in some way affected by the sinful tendencies that remain in
us. William Beverage wrote, "I cannot pray except I sin; I cannot preach except I
sin. . . . My very repentance needs to be repented of; and the tears I shed need washing
in the blood of Christ."
Praise God for His amazing love and patience!
-HVL
Although we stumble every day,
The Lord is always there
To lift us up, forgive our sin,
And show His love and care.
-Sper
Our sin is great - God's grace is greater.